Saturday, November 15, 2008

Understanding A Woman

A Woman is a temptous creature
Her veins flow with emotions
Even logic does not defy the feelings in their breasts
The senseless things that they do
Are practiced with the ways of the heart

Indeed sometimes they do unfathomnable things
But a reason behind it do always exist
For Eve didn't give the apple to Adam for him to fall into the valley of sins
Her wish is just to share all of hers with him
Jealousy is a way to protect her relationship
Anger is an expression to get attention
Disappointment shows her high hopes for you
Tears reveals the longing sadness in her heart

Happiness is really hard to attain for her
For her self conflicting drives manipulate her head everyday
Miss Independent still wants a Man to depend on
She wants to have every moment of his, but still wants space on her own
They say the best thing you can give is your full attention
But she doesn't want to be an attention seeker
Her animus wants to dominate, but she wants to feel dominated
She wants to feel protected
But sometimes she wants you to strip her of all her protection
She is monogamoust
But never fails to fantasize
She would die to hear your compliment
But she hates an ass kisser
She desires a strong Man
But she wants some weaknesses in him

Yes beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder
But beauty kills too
She holds her body both in pride and contempt
She loves the way they lock their gazes at her
But she doubts that anyone could be ever sincere
Because her true beauty lies beneath
But who can truely see it?

The words of their angsty masculinity
Are expressed all over
Their shirts scream "BITCH" or "I'm SEXY"
Are nothing more than a mere expression of their animus
Their domineering sides desperately fighting off oppression from society
They just want a stage to shine
But I wonder why Man are so afraid
So offended by what seemingly to them to be outrageous behaviour
Some say its egoistic behavior , some say its injustice
But I say it's just Man's weakness
Of being afraid of what they can't understand

Perhaps one day Juliet will find Romeo
But Romeo doesn't know
Mr. Right is not someone that SEEMS right
He is someone that makes her FEEL right
He is someone who understands

But how odd how queer
How can you ever understand such a creature?
Perhaps if Man ever thought to put LOGIC aside
And accept FEELINGS
He will then see the key to understanding his partner
And perhaps despite being cast out of the garden
Eve would find true happiness with Adam
In their very own world

Monday, November 10, 2008

Everything

If protecting you means giving up everything
I will gladly do so
Because, without you, my world is nothing

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Reconciliation

Ok I'm not really a very religious man. But I still accompanied my bro to his very first Reconciliation and Confession. Lol its funny to see all the kids so excited.



My bro having his confession. Don't worry, the conversation is private.

We had about 100++ kids to be reconciled so haha imagine the wait. Fascinated Dad and Mum with my phone a while and before I knew it, it was over.

Some pics of me and my family ;)




Gotta plan my schedule tommorow. Got goals to keep and plans to stick to. And yes, I will keep my promise.

Monday, November 03, 2008

Halloween Party and more updates!

Gosh it's been a long time I blogged. Well with my busy list of schedule and learning, I guess it justifies the cause.

So many interesting things happened last week. We had a photoshoot by the school on Friday and darn it was good to be in a suit. Ok it was hot posing under the sun with a suit for about 20 minutes and the photographer was a bit gay. To make things worse, he was wearing an Abercrombie and Fitch T-shirt. Lol for those who watched the Mad-TV parody, you know why I nearly blurted out laughing the moment I saw him. Yeah braw! Lol.

Anyway the photoshoot was long but awesome cos I had a great bunch of friends I know taking the photos with me. It's great to know that the photos you take with your friends are gonna be used for something probably big. Lol. I'm sorry we threw you on the ground after the last pic Jiafeng lol haha but you were too heavy. And Serbian was damn funny. During the hand shaking shot, for some reason the photographer didn't see eye to eye to our expressions. He kept saying "more emotions or expressions" (whichever was it). Lol Serbian just blurted a "Hi Bitch" which was damn funny. Had to control my laughter and look professional lol. We took a group photo after that but haha I haven't got the pics from the peeps. Only have 2 pics here.



Anyway after the photoshoot we were supposed to turn up for Halloween party in school with Hazel, Serbian and Lester. Went to pick up Pam after school but on our way they left so we changed our minds. Ate with Pam at Dhoby Gaught but I was kinda upset cos I spent a lousy Halloween this year.

But Pam was so sweet. She suggested going to Clarke Quay to party at a pub. Some people there were out of their minds. There was these two guys dressed as a banana and a carrot. Wow scary. But their hot friends were great. These girl dressed as a sexy cop and another had a skirt so short that her ass could be seen. Luckily she had a nice ass so it looks befitting. I guess Hazel's right. Halloween is the only time a girl can dress all slutty. Lol.

At the pub we gulped down a concoction of some sort and totally got high (nope it was alcohol not drugs lol). The pub had a DJ and there was alot of space. We danced and raved with all the Caucasians and it was fun. This girl is totally crazy. She can dance and her moves were like wow. I think she totally owned the Caucasians. You are totally the dancing queen girl haha. But thanks for cheering me up with a party. YOU SAVED MY HALLOWEEN! Sorry that you missed your train but I think it was worth it ;)

Celebrated Jiaping's birthday on Sat with Mandl, Jovian and Bryce. Lol Bryce is damn funny. Seriously I declare on my blog that Bryce is a totally awesome guy to be with. I'm not gay (Duh look at the chicks around me) but he's really a funny guy. His gf gonna be really lucky next time. Haha he has the gift of making people laugh. Anyway we surprised Jiaping with a cake and had Ajisen. Lol after the celebration we had a treat from a Bboy group from Korea and they were good, though not as good as Gamblerz. Haha but the guy could do quite a number of flares, for Singapore standard quite ok already lol.

It's fast really. Monday of 4th week already. Dad is still bugging me about the portrait that I sorta promised to draw for church stuff. Lol don't know how to tell him I don't like to draw under stress. Counter-productive. Anyway lots happened recently , I grew up and BAM! The world needs me. Lol ok abit exaggerating but when you're a mature 20 year old, you'll get me. Good luck to Jov on your plan. Elo my brother!