IRRESPONSIBLE

Seriously, this world is kinda fucked up. Yes hell yeah it is.

I lost my laptop but "THE UNAMED ONES" think they are on the side of justice.

Kindness is not repaid. My kindness was for nothing.

Friendship was tested, and money proved to be more powerful than friendship.

The people that I thought were responsible were the most irresponsible.

I only knew of my huge lost after 5 weeks. After 9 weeks, there is still no news of concrete compensation.

I'm the one suffering the loss of my dear companion, whereas the people who lost it live like it never happened.

My laptop was not only my companion. It had the photos of all my dear ones. All the photos of me and Pamela growing up FIVE YEARS together are gone. The photos of me and my friends are all gone too.

Can you imagine? All your precious memories all gone like that... I'm really sad about it. I can never retrieve it.

All my programs inside are all gone. All those programs, memories, projects and games are all gone. Some of my projects that I did consists of websites that could be used professionally. All the applications I downloaded are all gone. There were lots of sensitive information inside and there are all at risk now. Even Jov's game was inside and it was gone. I felt so bad that I apologized to him immediately. But him being my true friend didn't blame me. But UNNAMED on the other hand was not spotted apologizing to him. Another thing I cannot figure out why.

Guess what? They say they wanna give me a second hand laptop. And worse. My dear "friend" did not even say a word. Only one sorry. And worse. Only one sorry. Then that's it. And for your info: My laptop is worth more than $2K plus in the market. And those idiots wanna pay me less than $2K.

Dad was right. They will try to squeeze their way out of this. The people of the world are like that.

I will give them one more week. If I don't get what I want, I will sue them.

It's not about money anymore. It's about principles.

It's the way of life.

You borrow apple from people, you lose it, you give back apple. You do not give back half an apple.

I hope my dear "friend" realizes that fact after 19 years of life.

If you no money to buy apple, then go pluck one or grow one.

And I seriously didn't want to post this. But I'm so fucked up that I have to rant about it. I everyday get scolded by my pops cos of you. I'm also fucked up

Cos all I get from UNNAMED'S MOTHER is:

"I don't know anything."

"Your parents very rude leh"

"I only can compensate you second hand one. Or else I don't compensate lor. Then I wait for your lawyer letter"

"You all give me a price. If reasonable then I pay"

-The Killer Line- "Who ask you lend the laptop to my daughter?" - When I hear this I was very very pissed. It's like a robber telling the cops that it's the jewellery's store fault for setting up a store here or else he wouldn't have stole. Not that I saying UNNAMED stole my laptop, but it's just an analogy. But there might be a possibility.

Hmm... I'm not gonna comment on their actions. But if this is truely justice, then perhaps the readers of the blog should voice out.

Sorry man, I feel this way and I will say it. I for once don't remain silent when things happen, unlike you.

You do realize that if you do something irresponsible, you will be marked with the bane of irresponsibility. Every single person you pass will look at you in that way. Even if they don't, in their hearts they secretly harbour that thought.

I didn't cause this. You cause it your self. I'm so angry with you. And it's not only about money.

Apologies now don't really mean a thing. Cos I don't sense the sincerity at all. If you truely treasure our friendship, you would have followed up with me and apologize. You would have come out with plans and stuff. Instead I must be the one to chase you for compensation. I don't think you treat me as a friend anymore. Because of money, you are willing to abandon our friendship and engage in a cat and mouse game of avoidance.

I feel betrayed... I know there is a huge possibility I may never get back my laptop or compensation. I will never believe in such irresponsible people again. I don't want to blow things up. But I don't sense any sincerity from you at all. None at all.

And please keep to your promise to meet up. Don't last minute cancel appointment. I don't want and don't like to drag this on anymore.