FUCK IT LA! SO KIND FOR WHAT!?

Seriously fuck it.

Fuck it all.

I'm fucking pissed now.

I'm fucking pissed at how shameless some people can be.

Really. Some people can be just this shameless.

I always believed that responsibility is a virtue that most people have. But I was wrong.

Apparently, some people can be just such cowards, afraid to face the music. Maybe the ignorant and young would behave this way. If it's only that it is understandable. But don't fucking fuck with me and start fucking negotiating. Please. Really. You are fucking in the wrong and don't try to negotiate and point fingers at me.

I think all that education is going to waste. Running away for so long and so afraid to face me. You know why is that? Cos deep down inside, you know you are wrong.

And by the way, you cause me so much problems each day. I fucking have to do my animation project and have absolutely no time to handle such stuff. And yet I get fucked at home everyday because of this. My parents nag and scold me all day cos of this. You have absolutely no idea, hiding behind that shell of yours.

I used to think you were the most responsible of my friends. But apparently, I was damn wrong. I never rant on my blog before, but hell yeah I'm gonna fucking rant today cos I can't take it anymore.

I shall not mention your name but you bloody hell know who you are. You are the one that is in the wrong and you are the one that should handle it. Don't be a coward. You will only let me despise you even more.

I don't know if I can ever be friends with you or see you in the same light again. Don't disappoint me or yourself further. Seriously. Just give me what belongs to me and then you can run or do whatever you want. You need not even be bothered by me anymore after that.

If you don't want anybody else to handle this then come find me personally. Yes granted the stuff belongs to me. But you are the one responsible now. So come look for me. I don't like playing cat and mouse games with people. Its cos you fucking take this long to handle this and show such irresponsible behavior that other people have to step into this. You think I like people calling on my behalf and scolding my "friend"? No I don't.

Oh wait. A "friend" wouldn't run away from responsibilty and run away and leave me in this shit right?

And to think that I actually gave you 8 weeks of time to actually think about it and face me. And you never even took the opportunity to. All you did was pretend nothing happened and live on.

I should have listened to JW. I was actually using it that day. He told me not to lend it. I said its ok. It's my trusted friend. Its really ok.

Apparently I was so hell wrong. At least I realized now. A little too late though.

You did something wrong. Apologizing won't help. I just want what is mine back.

Don't wait, cos by next week my project is over and I have all the time in the world. If you need someone to remind you to return what's not yours, then fine I shall prosecute you everyday till you do so.

Responsible is definitely not the adjective associated with you now. And another thing.

Please reflect on your own behavior and how you handled the whole matter. Honestly, I have no grounds to believe anything you say now. Gimme back what's mine.

I don't give a shit whether you can give it back or not. A thief who stole a something gets punished regardless whether he has a good financial status. An eye for an eye, you lose an apple, you pay an apple back. Don't fucking give me back half an apple.

I have been too kind. Unfortunately, you desecrated it. I shall not be lenient anymore.

By the way, if you are wondering why so many people know about this. I only told two of my friends. But somehow everyone knew. Hmm... But by right... If you think your behavior is correct and righteous, then by all means, you have no need to fear about people knowing about this. But I'm not the kind to brag about people's misdeeds.

PLEASE DO THE RIGHT THING!

RETURN WHAT'S RIGHTFUL TO ME!

(I can't believe I even used the word "Please")